I keep on being miserable by letting myself think on how you left and broke my heart and the worst part is, I hope that you’ll come back for me, again
Nakakatuwang makakita ng taong sobrang lungkot dati na masaya na ngayon dahil ipinaglaban niya ang gusto niya. At makakita ng nasa relasyon na nasa bingit na ng paghihiwalay at nauwi sa pagbabati na naging way para mas maging strong pa lalo ang relationship nila.
Iba pala talaga ang nagagawa…
People say to let go of your past, and your past will let go of you, but it is not that simple. Your past is not anything physical where you could just get rid of it and tear it away. It is not a part of your skin where you could cut it off, it is not a part of your hair where you could just shave it off. Your past is a part you, it breathes with you, it lives with you, it is you.
There are many days and nights when it haunts you, lingers around your every step and breath, but it is a reminder that a part of you will always be a part of you.
But, it is only one part of you. There are many parts that makes who you are as a person, your past is just one of many. You take that part and you build upon it, you learn from it, but you can’t let it go because you need it to be a whole, you need it to be you."(via strawberrytelle)
the worst is having a dream where someone loves you and you can practically feel them touching you and it feels so real and then you wake up and it’s like the life is being sucked out of you and the happiness just drains out of your body and you feel empty again